Let it rain
Once again
Let it rain
I hear a voice
Coaching me
Leading me
I feel the warmth of his hands
Smiles appear Every time
He crosses my mind
Hold on daughter
Is what he tells me
7 days have passed
Since my head was up
Caught in the circle of depression
Locked in a world of my own
But today he told me
Daughter
Let it rain
Pour your heart out
I am here to listen.
I clear my mind
Were do i go?
When i feel so lost
Were do i run?
When i can not find any exit
When my skin feels like it is on fire
What do I do?
Some days i feel like I am crawling
Just looking for water
So dehydrated
Who am I ask.
Then my heart shatters
My son feels let down
His tears pierce me
The alarm goes off
and
The sprinkler turns on.
I feel as though
I can not write any further
I want to numb
But i refuse.