I sit here silently
I day dream
All I want to do is
Tell him don\'t cry
SON
My heart is on the floor
I wish I would have made
A wiser choice
I can not take back yesterday
So I pray
I say LORD
Hold him in your arms today
Comfort him
I say LORD
I am truly sorry for my mistakes
I ask for forgiveness
I hear a whisper in my ear
My fathers voice of course
He said hold on
This to shall pass
I say son
Please hold on
I love you more than the world
Mommy will be home soon
I can see his smile
And
The tears dry up
He says mom
Can we have a fish?
I laugh
I am a animal lover
So I say
Of course we can have a fish
Maybe two
But today
Lets worry about
These two fish
He laughs aloud
And
Our Hearts are filled
With JOY
Again