sugarattack

Birthdays and friends

as a little girl id celebrate with family
then as I got a little older sometimes
id have friends there too
as an adult both of my close friends moved far away  
they are married now and have kids
but my one friend still asks me what I am doing
too celebrate my birthday
like I am doing something extreme
I don\'t have a list long of friends
too celebrate with
most of my friends live in different places
other then here
but yet my friend asks me every year
and every year it annoys me a little bit

I know she cares
but its not like she offers too fly here
to see me for my birthday  
what does she expect
making friends as an adult is hard
especially when they ones you had leave you
but I guess I am suppose to go out to a bar alone
forget the bar gimme the whole bottle and ill stay home
bottoms up,drink up bitter buttercup