What do you do when your life seems hopeless?
And you battle your mind and body to the point you are always restless.
The weight of the world is constantly on your shoulders,
But you don’t have the strength to move these boulders.
You give up everything to bring ones around you comfort,
But your sacrifice for others only brings you discomfort.
Everything you feel you bottle up inside,
But the hurt is too much that the anger makes you cry.
You feel alone like you are against the world,
But all of the pains, sickness, hurt are constant emotions that are twirled.
To only find out that your own life is at stake,
To endure these pains every day and torturous ache.
You think the ones you have been there for,
Would come back to your side and love you a little bit more.
I always feel like I’m always alone,
But I am always there and never cast a stone.
I am always selfless when it comes to the ones I Love,
But I’m so weak, and wish someone for once could give me a shove.
I wonder what it would be like when I am no longer here,
Maybe you will remember the times I asked for help, by whispering in your ear.