I just wanna cry
I just wanna die
Words swirl around my head
Smoke rings above a lit cigarette
I can\'t grasp them
And these smoke rings are drying out my eyes
Even though all I wanna do is cry
My tongue is stained red
From all the bad things I have bred
My eyes are stained green
From all the jealousy I have used to be mean
My legs are stained white
From all the days I have spent inside like night
My cheeks are stained scarlet
From all the blood I have wept
My fingers are stained pink
From all the things that I think
My lips are stained sable
From all the stuff I\'ve screwed up because I\'m unstable
I\'m a fucking hurricane
\'Cause I ruin everything that touches me
I\'m a fucking disaster
\'Cause everything I say is poison dripping off my tongue
I just wanna cry
I just wanna die
Why am I still alive?
When all I do is ruin everything around me?
I\'m a fucking disaster
A stain spilled across a white tablecloth
So why haven\'t they washed me off?
I don\'t get it
I\'m a fucking disaster