She gets sad
she\'s lying in bed
eyes close
music playing
the sandman escaped her
so lonely
she closes herself in
she is shy you see
feels unrelatable
but she knows it\'s an irrational thought
she is full of them
from time to time
She wants to connect hearts with someone
that will want to keep her
everyone has someone
boyfriend,girlfriend,husband,wife, flirty fling thing
she feels she has nobody special
it\'s all she wants and needs
she\'s shy
she isn\'t going to find him
she needs out
she thinks nobody will understand
she hides
she doubts
she tries not too
it just comes back
maybe he is shy too
she waits to be seeked
loses hope thinking she cannot be found
while hiding
stand tall even holding the wall
breath deep as long as you do anything
get out of bed
stay focused
she gets distracted
keeping people happy
she wants to be a princess as she feels she is
not literal
it\'s a happy thought
she has
she thinks her thoughts quietly
they are constant
she feels relief writing it out
like this
now she can be relaxed
escape into a fiction world
like a reset
before she sleeps she thinks