I\'ll never be able to taste the sweet sensation of maturity
If I allow my blood to boil in the same pot as yours
My tongue to spit the same fire as yours
Actions to roll downhill in the same manner as yours
I can\'t afford to lose myself while becoming like you
I\'ll never feel the warmth of being at home
If I give my soul permission to become lonely
My socialism to be flushed into the shifting salt waters of the world
Self esteem shunned and ignored
I\'ll die young if I lose myself while slowly becoming like you
I\'ll always be depressed
If I become Misery\'s number one company
Second guessing is a permanent part of my diet
And hate fills every vessel in my body
You won\'t even exist
If I allow myself
To become like you