Blindsided before now clarity has been renewed
No more do I have to wear a mask and pretend
I stand alone now, a new beginning coming soon
My world changing now for the better
Feeling as light as a feather, my heart at ease as I try to find peace
I search now for that girl who has been lost for so long
What I thought was right ended up being wrong
My soul lost it\'s spirit, no longer has been singing it\'s song
My mind encased with the song that had only re sparked memories I had been missing
Speaking them out through my own lips
Part of me fears I can\'t do this
One so strong with experience which brought so much pain
Never seeing my own worth except through those whom I thought valued me
I don\'t know where my journey leads or where it will end, but it will be worth it
Too long had I subjected myself without allowing time to heal
I threw myself over the edge in the hopes that someone would catch me
Knowing little of what I know now, only I can save myself
Only I can give myself a love that no one will understand
In time all will heal, everything refocused and more real
Now is the time, no going back. One step forward to the right track.