PerpetualFlowers

To the next person who cares

Yes I know I am a lot to handle

I will ask the same questions

over 

and 

over

I am insecure and I think-I know

 I am not good enough for you

I will be dependent upon you

You will be the only light in my life

I will get to be too much

Because one second I\'m too clingy

But the next I\'m pushing you away

I want you to know

It\'s not you because it\'s me

It\'s not your fault I\'m unhappy 

I often fall into the depths of depression

And I will want-need you

But I will be too much

Because the blades biting my skin

Will be more important than the kisses you plant there

You plant the seeds for happiness

But I don\'t know how to water them correctly

Because I\'ve learned through the years

That you can\'t water happiness with tears

Everyone has left

I won\'t let my guards down

But if I do..if I become vulnerable 

Please don\'t make me regret it

Because I always have before

To the next person who cares about me..

I\'m sorry