Yes I know I am a lot to handle
I will ask the same questions
over
and
over
I am insecure and I think-I know
I am not good enough for you
I will be dependent upon you
You will be the only light in my life
I will get to be too much
Because one second I\'m too clingy
But the next I\'m pushing you away
I want you to know
It\'s not you because it\'s me
It\'s not your fault I\'m unhappy
I often fall into the depths of depression
And I will want-need you
But I will be too much
Because the blades biting my skin
Will be more important than the kisses you plant there
You plant the seeds for happiness
But I don\'t know how to water them correctly
Because I\'ve learned through the years
That you can\'t water happiness with tears
Everyone has left
I won\'t let my guards down
But if I do..if I become vulnerable
Please don\'t make me regret it
Because I always have before
To the next person who cares about me..
I\'m sorry