ae

who Who

Who am I who am I 

defined by my face,

body, talents

dark frizzy Jewish girl hair

the pallor my skin

beauty; bust

how do you see me

Know it all, show off, bully?

no commitment no determination yet,

my eyes say both

unhealthy unfit

but I cry, hoping for both

Anxious friendless hopeless helpless, depressed

who am i;

clingling to imperfection, slipping from happiness