I walk into the mirror
I transcend through broken glass and memories
Every little fuck-up on repeat and replay
I yell and slam my head through drywall
Just to get 5 unconscious moments alone
Devoid of voices of reason and destruction
Fuck the Devil and Angel on my shoulders
Ever occur that I haven\'t cared since the beginning of this?
Every little feeling of security and love stamped out like a fire
Snuff me out and desecrate my corpse to further the anxious delusions
Vomit from this sickness of sadness
I hate the skin, vessel, scabs, and blisters
Happy that I\'ve fallen from heaven?
Apathy more familiar than Happy
I\'ve given up on reclaiming the throne atop the mounds of shit
Might as well replace the effigy with the real thing
Nail me on my narcissistic cross
I ask not why or if I was forsaken
I stay silent and numb like a horsefly
You\'ve really wanted to see this?
Then let me drop so I may actually finally rest for once
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