How did I get back here?
This dark, dark place
It’s been years and years
Since I’ve seen this face
Staring back through the looking glass
Nearly hidden behind shadows
And tears from moments passed
As the deep sadness rattles
My bones and my thoughts
On the door I pound
This war is one I’ve already fought
I don’t recall the answer I found
Last time I made it out alive
But I was younger then
Brave enough to dive
Headfirst without thinking when
I saw the slightest sliver of light
But now I stay here on my knees
In the corner, I can’t fight
I’m shouting, begging, please
But this time there’s no knob
There’s not even a door
As I wail and I sob
And sink to the floor
I wonder aloud
Was it ever just a phase?
I really wonder how
I got back to this dark, dark place