Overwhelmed with love, affection, and joy
Yet filled with hate and malice
A walking contradiction, whom has no balance
Smile today frown tomorrow, laugh now cry later
That\'s the mentality, thats the way of life
The only way I know to survive, never let anyone close
You can\'t get to know me, I\'m stingy with myself
I\'ve felt pain, I\'ve felt love
Both come hand in hand
Im not prepared to go through the fire and begin a war with you
Im still fighting within myself..
Who am I ?
Why am I here ?
Questions i often ask myself, but possess no answer