I\'m just sitting here in the midst of this spiritual struggle
And I can\'t figure out why I\'m always in trouble
First I lost my girl, then my job, and now my car
And now everything I worked for, it feels like it\'s gone
Spiritually right now I feel like I\'m just dead
But I did it on my own
I put that gun to my head
I\'m the one who pulled that trigger
And it\'s like with every step my problems just get bigger
Like I\'m standing in quicksand
And the more I try to pull
The more and more I feel like a fool
The deeper and deeper that I start to sink
And the more and more my wounds start to sting