Most of the time I\'m not okay,
And the world never makes any sense,
Most of the time I just try not to cry,
Alone here sat on the fence.
Between two worlds, to neither belong,
Just waiting for it all to stop,
It won\'t be okay, I know this for sure,
So can you please just not.
Anyone who can say they don\'t care they don\'t fit,
Is a very good liar it seems,
But there\'s no denying the sense of belonging,
That some only get in their dreams.
Some of the time, I am ok,
And the birds sing louder for me,
But I\'ve learnt that by now, the feeling won\'t last,
And soon I\'ll be back to reali-ty,
I wish I could tell you that I am alone,
And the feelings I have, justified,
But the truth is they love me, my family, they do,
And I\'ve tried to be happy, I\'ve tried.
But if there\'s one thing I know, in this hell hole called life,
I love them with all of my heart.
But a someone like me, fucked up beyond belief,
Was only screwed from the start.