I cannot fool myself
Every day, I\'m okay
But I\'m not
I\'m decaying slowly
Starting from the core
The center,the heart
Getting betrayed
But running back
And embracing the pain
Welcoming it back
Like an old friend
I\'m not okay like I pretend to be
But don\'t give me a second glance
It\'s okay
Don\'t worry, or I\'ll consume you too
Look away, pretend I\'m okay
Like I do,ever so often
Just one extra glance
I\'ll indulge until it hurts
See? I\'m okay
If I look at you,
Don\'t look at me
There\'s nothing here
Not for you, nor anyone
sh, don\'t speak to me
I\'ll feed till it burns
You won\'t hear me
Pass me by
Don\'t listen
I\'m the hidden siren
Pass me by
For I am hiding
Pretending I\'m okay
But don\'t let me hear you sing
Or you\'ll be lost In the misery