I feel so broken and lost. I fear that the memories trapped in my heart will consume and suffocate me. I am a person with insecurities that could encompass an ocean. You came into my life as a blinding super nova, like a a refuge to the dark thoughts that have enslaved me as their prisoner. These thoughts portray a twisted fairy tale that has always been written for the amusement of others. The guilt of my unworthiness seeps into my soul. A tarnish to always remember. A tarnish to always remember that the fate I love in my hands is slipping is through like sand.