I cannot complain
It has never been too much fun
I have never enjoyed any of my battles because it has never been a top priority of mine to be able to say that I have won
Even when I do, it only makes another want to pester me until I am forced to give in and fight again
I have always known when to say when
Then again, I was only ever trying to speak for myself and maybe for those who I were sure we\'re true lovers, real friends
That may have been the loophole a few times and it may be, indeed, again
Now my thoughts speak only of new times like so many I have come to know before
If I am ever shown the door, I humbly will go
Wishes made by whomever become the only ones that I cannot ever seem to ignore
I am the curious type, yes, I will admit to that proudly
My mind has become a bit of a busy body, of course, in the past
But all of the paths I may have chosen incorrectly no longer matter, since I am following one now that leads to friendships and love that will far outlast my pain
I know it seems very odd to most that I won\'t use an umbrella when I am blessed with the coming of the rain
It is OK to be different
It\'s OK to not fully understand
It\'s OK that some forget later in that I have always tried to offer them a helping hand
I won\'t make any excuses just so that they can feed off the words I choose to speak
I have never boasted about my strengths unless they first attempted to make me feel ignorant or weak
There must be something real about me, or else i don\'t see why they would always seek me out
I guess I am a freak
I know that I am loved
I thank my Creator above at least twice a day
I just want to be an important part of this universe
A messenger of light and love
I apologize in advance for any of you who let themselves be left behind
But I am telling you all you can\'t follow me any longer if vengeance remains lodged within your mind...
7-19-2015