hey baby girl how you resting up there?
everyday your on my mind.
which brings me to tears.
I think about your big beautiful brown eyes .
and your silky black/ brown bushy hair.
word to ed sheeran \" you was just a small bump unborn for 4 months then brought to life \"
mummy couldn\'t wait for you to arrive.
but it felt as if I wasn\'t ready for a baby.
However, I\'ve been thinking lately.
I was ready Khyla. not only me daddy wasn\'t ready either.
if I could turn back the hands of time
I would have kept you baby girl cause you was mine.
I would talk to you every morning and night whilst you was tucked up warm inside.
inside mummy\'s tummy.
having you grow inside me. Man was I lucky
hope you don\'t hate me. hope you understand me.
love you baby girl rest up and you\'ll reunite with mummy shortly.
baby girl I pray you watch over mummy, I know that must sound cheeky !
but baby girl you know if I was stable enough I would have kept you.
baby girl you know if my mindset was right i wouldn\'t have neglected you.
baby girl you know if I was thinking straight I wouldn\'t have aborted you.
letter to my mother
hey mum, I did hate you for making me grow for so long.
then changing your mind saying \" I want this baby gone \" mum that was wrong. I\'m 16 now did you know that ? do you remember my birthday ? when I saw myself laying there lifeless boy was I sad.
but I\'ve learned to forgive but I will never forget. cause trust me ma this is something your bound to regret.
trust me I would have been your blessing in disguise.
but now I\'m your blessing high in the sky.