I find myself
Having to take pause
In including you in the conversation
My tongue
So easily wraps itself around your name
So at ease with the \"we\" and \"us\"
That never really had a chance to happen
So find myself swallowing,
Occasionally choking
On the alphabet of your name
Bypassing stomach
Trying to digest in heart
Because I\'m the girl
Who laughs
When all you wanted was one who
Merely smiles
In wanting you
And feeding you these precious morsels
I didn\'t see
That you pushed the plate away
Because you stopped being hungry a while ago