I\'ve tried to numb the pain
Sleeping with strangers
Stuck in a permanent
Drug induced haze
Blackout drunk nearly every night
But nothing gets the feel of you off me
Even my dreams aren\'t safe
You have taken over every aspect of my life
And now my only means of escape
Is the pills in my stomach
And the gun in my hand
Because
So help me God
I will get away from you
If it\'s the last thing I do.