My fourteen year old self,
Sitting on a bench,
Like there is nothing else,
And she came along ,
The angel that changed my world,
So beautiful and strong,
I know I\'ll never be that girl,
She stayed there with me when she didn\'t have to,
She told me that It\'ll be okay even when I didn\'t believe it.
And no, she wasn\'t from a family that was good,
Just a good girl raised In the hood.
She was unlike anyone I\'ve ever met,
The best and most smart yet,
Dark skin,
Short black hair,
Skinny as a bone,
Tattoos everywhere.
The last time I saw you ,
You seemed so lively,
But it seems like I should be the one dead,
Since I live more hazardously,
It was June 28th, 2015,
When her old apartment,
Turned Into a crime scene.
When I first heard the news,
I was too shocked to cry,
But after reality set In,
I just didn\'t want to say goodbye,
So much trouble realizing she was gone,
Shaking,
Emotions breaking,
Too hard to move on.
Just wish I could\'ve called her one last time,
Wish I could\'ve been able to see her wedding day,
Wish I could\'ve repaid her for everything,
But now there\'s nothing left to say,
Why\'d You have to let the best one go?
Why\'d she have to die in a horrible way?
Why\'d couldn\'t I have seen her once more?
Why couldn\'t I hear her say \"its okay.\"?
I pray she rests in peace,
And I\'ll never forget her,
Never will be another one like her,
I hope she\'s happy now,
And maybe she\'ll see me,
Maybe when I die,
I\'ll see her again,
She was so hard to get over,
Her memories will stay with me forever,
But I have to go on with life so,
I\'m just gonna have to let her go...