elphaba993

It\'s All Gone

I don\'t see it 

I can\'t see a future 

With me in it 

I just have this aching emptiness 

And it\'s exhausting 

I\'m tired of feeling this way 

I remember praying for this 

Thinking anything was better than the pain 

But I know now 

That I was wrong 

This emptiness is far worse 

I need to hurt 

I need to bleed

I need to know that I\'m alive 

Because I feel more dead than alive right now 

And as terrifying as that should be 

I just can\'t feel 

I have no desire to go on 

There\'s nothing left 

It\'s all gone 

It\'s all gone