Even through messages
I catch myself forcing a smile
Though you can\'t see me
I just can\'t let the facade drop
I can\'t let anyone see
I\'m supposed to be so goddamn perfect
So happy all the damn time
I live a charmed life
Didn\'t you know?
Everything a girl could possibly want
Or so it seems
I live in a world of fake smiles
Pretty watches to hide the blood
Cold porcelain after too much food
Because a girl\'s gotta keep her figure, right?
The colors
The gaudiness
The glitter
They all hide the truth
And I\'ll go on smiling
Pretending
Even after I\'m dead.