And I wonder what he sees
When he looks into my eyes
After he tells me he loves me
And I just look at him
Or when he kisses me
And I just sit there
But I don\'t stop him...
I wonder if he sees
The emptiness I feel
In my eyes
When I let him have his way with me
But turn away when he says
He wants to marry me.
I used to love him
I really did.
Before things went bad
Before he started hitting me
And sleeping around
And telling me he\'d kill me.
And I guess,
In a way,
He did.
Because
Now all I am
Is dead inside.