Hopeless Romantic

A hopeless romantic with a life that has endured so much sadness.
I sincerely hate all the bad that has happened.
Consumed by depression.
On a desperate endeavor to a path of self love and acceptance.
Nocturnal on these lonesome nights.
At an attempt to find my piece of mind.
Peace and tranquility no longer feel real to me.
All that I am. All that I\'ve done.
Lifeless soul trying to understand the concept of having fun.
I have changed who I am as a person.
Whether it\'s right or wrong I\'m still learning.