Meghan_star

Dear Daughter

Dear daughter, we may never meet. 

For you see I fear im doomed to repeat.

The mistakes of my own mother who just cant see.

That she is slowly killing me.

Im numb to the blade and quick on my feet.

I succeed but her expectations, ill never meet.

Dear daughter, I fear we may never meet. 

For though I see the horrid hypocrisy,

Of she who keeps me on my knees. 

She once cried tears of the same insult she places upon me. 

My mother, the great and almighty who claims I am my own enemy,

 My best efforts are lies, and that i am nothing but the sins in me.

Its not at transparent as most would claim.

If she were ice id be a flame. 

Our views are nothing of the same, 

And I wonder is it she or I that is insane?

Dear daughter, I fear we may never meet.

For this cycle of hatred I cannot tell,

If it is she or I who lives in hell. 

I never wish upon another soul,

This numbness and pain, its out of control.

I fear I may be like her you see,

Even though its last thing id wish to be.

But if she cannot see, 

whose to say that i can, me?

Dear daughter im sorry we may never meet.

Just in case, im doomed to repeat.