her face appears in my mirrorher face appears in my mirrorshe shows up in my reflection, her voice and words play in my headover and over, her smile and laugh remind me of the good times, our memories appear in my dreams, my dreams turn into nightmares, nightmares because i think of what could\'ve beenbut it\'s holding me down, holding me back, i smile and i think of her, but it\'s not worth iti\'m her stranger, her regret, her mistake, her forgotten memory, her ugly scar on her wrist, her razor blade, her sadness, her sickness, her hate...all i can do is let go, my skin bleeds and my hands have turned white and pale and reveal my bones, i\'ve been holding on too tight, and falling too hard, why kill myself slowly, why create new scar,