Late night insomnia
I\'m such a mess
Spinning out of control
Just wishing I knew where I stand with you.
Stomach in knots and
Tripping over myself
Trying to take my heart and put it back in my chest
Instead of being lodged in my throat
Maybe I\'ll kick it under the rug, instead
I like to think I fall gracefully
Like snowflakes
But in reality
It\'s more like a rock into a lake
And it hurts like a belly flop
I just want to kiss you so hard
Your mouth will bleed
Or have you bite my lip again
So I can run my tongue
Over the broken skin
For days
A needed distraction
From trying to figure out
Why I like you so much more now
And daydreaming
About holding your hand
Exhausted and here I am
Still awake, still thinking of you.
Indecisive, undecided,
A mess.