things aren’t as bad as they used to be.
i feel less pain now and days, i don’t flinch when the sun is on my skin.
things aren’t as bad as they used to be, but its still colder than ever.
its a numbness that eats at me, i don’t feel sad, i’m not sad.
i swear i’m not sad anymore. i don’t feel anything.
i’ve created somewhat of a complex situation,
he asks me if i can feel him the way he feels me..
i don’t feel anything, but i still tell him i do because even though lying isn’t an
emotion, its something.
he says he’s never met someone like me,
with icy cold fingertips but a warm inviting body.
under a million blankets I’m still freezing.