JohnThomas

I do not just want you to love me

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to be strong enough to leave me.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to burn and ache for me as I burn and ache for you.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to be here now. To save me from myself.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me, I want you to really truly madly psychotically desire me.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to hurt me. To make me feel real loss and heartache.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to let me be perverted.
And you can be as perverse as your twisted mind can lear and snarl.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to peel back my armor and expose me to the world as the mess I am.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to stand by me and show me how to live again.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
I want you to wear my heart and soul on you like a talisman.

 

I don\'t just want you to love me,
actually.... I\'m a liar, and a fool.
It\'s all I\'ve ever wanted. No questions. No catches.

 

I just want you to love me.