When I do finally decide to end my life,
I probably won\'t use a sharp knife.
You never pay attention to my frown,
So don\'t pay attention when I finally drown...
Don\'t try to find someone to blame,
Because it was never meant to be a game.
I would\'ve done it because I wanted to,
I\'ve tried so hard to forget all that I\'ve been through.
It\'s gotten to the point,
Where I don\'t know what else to do.
I\'m sorry if my death brings you pain,
But everyone knows I\'m not very sane.
I\'ve been broken for years,
And I\'ve actually run out of tears.
I\'ve been bringing so much smoke into my lungs,
So now my whole body feels numb.
I\'m sorry if I ever said,
\"I love you,\"
Even though it was absolutely true,
Because, soon, I\'ll be gone...
I\'m tired of living this nightmare,
Where my life is no longer fair.
It\'ll be okay, you\'ll see,
I\'m just better off being free.