mummyb

Worthless

There was a time when I would feel

confident and free

now that\'s no longer real

theres a different side of me 

 

now I have a different life 

not the same as before

now I\'m a mum and wife

my dreams went out the door 

 

From start to finish every day

im as busy as can be 

although I look like I\'m okay

it\'s been a while since I\'ve been happy

 

i don\'t feel like me now

i don\'t feel loved anymore 

and I don\'t know how 

to pick myself up off the floor

 

Now he Dosent notice me

he Dosent see my pain

He\'s so selfish he Dosent see

my exhaustion is his gain 

 

All the tantrums I put up with

all the long and lonely nights 

All the love that I give

that is returned with fights 

 

the shopping trips that turn to hell

the screaming at bed time 

and he Dosent see that well,

the struggle is all mine 

 

No one sees it now 

but I must confess 

nows the Time to tell him how

to him I feel worthless