When I found out it didn\'t know what to think.
Is this really what\'s happening?
I had my suspicions, but I did not want it to be real.
I grew up with this and never thought it would happen to me;
but it\'s what happened and now I have to move on.
Something better. something less toxic.
No more drama or noise.
I\'ve been waiting to grieve for way too long;
and now it\'s time to stop this.
The \"what ifs\" and \"what could I have done different?\"
Coming to terms and ready to embrace the change.
So here I am at the end, ready to grieve.