When you touched me, I cried.
I cried a cry that you couldn\'t see or hear, no matter how closely you observed.
It was a cry of feeling so alone, tormented, messy, and confused.
It spelt out I love you and I want you, but you didn\'t know that.
You couldn\'t have imagined the thoughts and emotions rushing through me, it was like a wave crashing into my soul.
A few seconds before you hugged me, I was thinking please don\'t do it.
In that moment you did it, everything hit me like a bolt of lightning.
You did this, you did this to me and still had the nerve to say go find someone.
I did find someone, years ago, it was you.
The trouble is I found you at the wrong time, the time you lost feeling, the time you completely changed in the worst way.
You shut me out and still called me a part of your life.
Now can you tell me you care?