The feeling of emptiness is so deep it makes me mentally an emotionally weak loneliness sets in an the void grose even tho i know i have my kids there is a unsettle feeling of not being loved desired wanted am i ment to be alone am i worth loving beauty is only skin deep am i some one searching to be accepted an understood by a man who can love me an my kids o the over whelming desire to have a whole family on the same page is real