I can\'t walk down these halls.
I can\'t see your friends.
I can\'t be reminded of you.
I can\'t hear your favorite song.
I can\'t be alright now.
I can cry.
I can break like the fragility of a stain glass window.
I can break into a plethora of shards.
I can still bleed.
I can feel you here.
Your scent still lingers on my linens.
Your scent like jack and lavender.
Your scent stains my clothing.
Your scent is all I have left of you.
Your scent brings me lamentation and peace.
I never want to wake, because I wouldn\'t find you near.
I never want to shower, because I don\'t want to wash away the memory of you.
I never want to eat, because I only know how to cook for two.
I never want to read, because you aren\'t here to distract me.
I never want to write, because you aren\'t here to be my inspiration.
What I\'ll miss the most is your eyes.
I could look into your deep sea green eyes
and see the universal love that
this world has lost ... We were so lost.
I am so lost.