Seems like just another day
Living this way is no way to live
Waiting for someone else to come along and pave your path
The wrath that builds and builds within implodes you in an instant
One that everyone but you saw coming from a thousand miles away
You must have seen it too
Like an overgrown kangaroo bounding toward whatever it sees in you
Unless you have been living in some kind of awkward trance
Eyes wide open
Asleep
Surroundings too deep for you to even dream of catching your breath
The envy abound stealing forever your air
Bare naked
Out on display
Being poked and prodded by hidden specters
Little gray men that only you are able to see
Begging God for forgiveness
False promises of who you are to become manifest the being that someday soon you shall be
Pinnochio nose growing
Right before your lying eyes
None of this should really surprise you
How IS
this
possible?
Treading water in the eternity of things that have occurred before
Searching for a destiny that your obsession with the past causes you to blatantly ignore
This precious moment that is the now- which is all that there ever was, ever has been, ever will be
The factor that should be the most obvious is the one and only part of you that you simply refuse to let yourself see
If Humans are so damned divine by Nature, then why don\'t you figure out how the Hell to tell me this can be so?
Too many fools are out there seeking answers to the riddles that only God needs to know
Doing everything that they have clearly been instructed to avoid
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Tweaked out
Flailing
Paranoid
Destroyed, ultimately
I myself have also traveled down the same roads that they have
My end result has, perhaps, been much brighter than theirs
Because, as I traveled down those very roads, I always made sure to take the time to sit and meditate, sing a song at the top of my lungs, or pray..
I have always taken everything that I take on toward the light, rather than down to a dark, dingy lair
I have always landed on two feet, because I have always chosen to care inherently...even when they could have cared the fuck less about the likes of me
I have always attempted to voice only the truth ever since I learned that it is what sets us free
There are plenty out there who won\'t ever agree simply because they own their rights for refusal
Stubborn asses
Lazy fucking mules
Waiting for any chance that they may have to bamboozle those of us who have been born out of love
The kind that wedlock could never truly claim
Why would anyone take on the karmic boomerangs of the results of changing their birth names?
Soon, the fleeting bliss becomes a dirty, vicious game of cat and mouse
Imagine running through your maze while dragging along that silly attachment that you all your \"spouse\"
Stuffing them into their pouches like they are an overgrown kangaroo
Running boundless with dead weight upon your abdomen that starts wearing your flesh away from your bones
The obstacle course that is impossible to make it through without being granted your divorces
Of course, nowadays everyone signs pre-nuptial agreements ahead of time
Wow, I guess that is their idea of the meaning of \"true love\"...
June 2013