The old me
im empty inside listening to depressing music and finding myself loving it
faking smiles and laughs all the time is so exhausting
seeing everyone around with huge smiles plastered on there faces except in the mirror
i cant even recognise myself and cant remember i time when i could and the saddest thing is no one can see past the mask i put on every day even the people closest to me and now i cant tell the difference between me and the mask
never lonely but forever alone.