A Mother\'s Loss..
My waters had broken, but your heart was so very still..
Six months into pregnancy, your life ended against my will.
That night at the hospital, I had to push your lifeless body out..
I lost my voice when I lost you.. I couldn\'t scream or shout..
My soul had plunged into darkness, I was definitely living in hell..
Where was that baby cry coming from, I couldn\'t even tell..
Whether or not I was awake or asleep the nightmare would play again and again..
They placed your tiny body in a bucket, I had passed out cold by then..
When I awoke in the morning, I wondered where they brought you..
The doctor and nurses would not say a word but, obviously they all knew..
Your body was taken to the basement, with all other waste to incinerate..
I couldn\'t even collect your ashes, because by then it was too late..
Till this day remains an empty space, they say I need a fresh new start..
No matter where I am or where I go you\'ll always be in my heart..