I have never been this confused,
Of everything happening in life,
With normal teenage problems like crushes,
To problems and weird messages at home.
My mind is whirling and spinning,
Keeping me up at night,
I hope there is nothing wrong with me,
Because it would give me such a fright.
I wish I could say that I\'m trying,
But in truth, I\'m really not.
My problems are getting the best of me,
When I should be fighting them down.
I guess I shall call myself a coward,
For not doing anything about it,
But I have no idea what to do,
And taking it face on seems out of the question.
So what should I do or say?
I\'ve broke a few hearts already,
My home life is going like it has been,
Which has not necessarily been the life.
I feel so confused and worried,
Not knowing what to do,
I wish I was brave and strong,
So I would have no problems to deal with.