I wake up, looking for the meaning of life
Each day it\'s something different, maybe a different fight
I work, i go to school, i feel so lonely
All my relationships have become so phony
I miss the days, where I would laugh and smile
It\'s more like, I simply miss being a child
Am I depressed, yes or no?
I haven\'t known for months now, lost my glow
The more I learn, I miss my years of innocence
You don\'t realize in life, all of your differences
I love one, or maybe just the same
But to many, I speed in my Jetta down one lane
One day, I will find the courage to tell
What I\'ve known for years now, hidden in my shell
Each year, I change some more
Each week, becoming more unsure
Music or law? In school for one
Piano on my arm, or holstering my gun?
Fame and money, all I see
These days I wish it was my reality
I only want these things, to make me happy
But even Beyonce gets unhappy
2016 was the year for me
The year to learn everything is not as it seems....