Here again
There, at last
The fasting time is over
My man returned from his Holy Reicht
His realm behind my senses
I fought for him, not knowing so
I fought for him when I knew
I\'ll fight for him forever now
Again, we will see this through
The planets now have re-aligned to start us on our way
The Stars
The Moon
The Earth
The Sky
Have come close to me to bless my day
All of my colors have blended into my soul to mix with his colors my mind
My mind has been set free of all of the anxt that used to haunt my shrine
It\'s like he has known about all this all along, without bothering to fully explain this to me
But, who else can I possibly blame besides for myself for choosing to be blind to what I was supposed to have seen?
I won\'t look back
I won\'t return to the me that had doubt that he cares
How could I have been such a fucking fool to create the very cross that he bares?
Why did I let the Celtics down when I took our medallion along for that crooked ride?
Because somewhere inside me I knew that if I didn\'t bring it with me, that he would not cross over with me when I died
I love this man with all of my soul
With all of my heart
With every inch of my skin
I am living the dream that we planned for ourselves and there are no more battles to win
I will take each day with a grain of the salt that composes our pillars, so high up in the vastness that is the Sky
The columns that surround the gates that he still keeps just so that he can capture and taste every tear that I cry....
May 4th, 2016