I thought I found a best friend,
I thought I found someone that would love me no matter what,
But I never thought that loving you would hurt me the way it did,
I gave in to you so easily like you brainwashed me,
I was crazy to think you would change one day,
When in fact all you did was hurt me and cross the limited line you should never have crossed,
The day I realised I was better off without you in my life was the day I felt like someone slapped me across the face,
I blame myself though,
I should never have fell for your ways,
The way you could smile and make me forget what you did to hurt me,
The way you would tell me I know I couldn\'t live without you,
I realise now that you hurt me on purpose,
I realise now that you are a bitch and someone who only cares about themselves,
I will never forgive you but most of all I will never forgive myself,
I forgave you and forgot and let you control me all over again,
I let you into my life after gluing back my heart after having it shattered by you,
I let my pain slide and I will never forgive myself for choosing you over myself,
I will never forgive myself for loving you,
You\'re the worst thing that ever happened to me,
I hope you know this...
I\'ve forgiven you but I will never forgive myself.