I\'m misguided.
I tried to fight it but I ended up blinded by the information I can\'t begin to comprehend. 
In the end I\'m feeling more lost than where I began. 
What\'s the cost of happiness with out feeling left open to the possibility of hostility.
It\'s killing me to think that I can\'t even blink
without wanting to shrink to the size of crumb. 
I\'m numb 
because I was dumb enough to think that I was on the brink of making things better to bring people together.
Now I\'m all alone under the weather. 
Getting high to get by. 
A lonely cloud in the sky 
with the sun beating down evaporating me dry to the bone.