I could drink a thousand drinks
Eat a million meals
Brush my teeth from now until forever
But nothing will ever get the taste of you
Out of my mouth...
And the worst part is
I let you
And now
Even though you say no one will know,
I still do.
And I have to feel the weight
Of the guilt
And the shame
Forever
Because desperate times
Call for desperate measures
And I would demean myself
A million times over
To ensure that my daughter is okay
And that I can provide for her.
So I\'ll just push down the guilt and shame
Carry them deep down in my soul
And fake that smile
Because that\'s all I can do.