When i cry i bow my head
and hope that no-one sees,
For in my heart and in my soul
a pain lives on with me,
Though i may smile and laugh with my friends
this is a mask i wear,
but behind the mask , behind the smile
is only pain and despair,
So when we meet don\'t be surprised
if i am shy and stay away,
its just that this time is mine right now
and i need this time today