I try to embrace life.....
but I\'m always above,not meaning high.....
but feeling dead.....
going where the deceased go.....
within the sky.....
Then I try to come back down to earth...
but its so hard when i keep ascending into my deceased mind...
trying to see where my kind lies....
in between the dead and living.....
returning to the fight....
within my heart I try to find......
But I\'m always above the clouds....
falling back to the ground.....
with a pain in my chest that leaves my heart to pound...
But without a sound....
I scream inside....
trying to find the pieces of my life that can\'t be found...
cuz there\'s so much to build....
in the life I live.....
But how long can I deal with this pain that seems to come around....
its always following me throughout,like a stubborn kid.....
I just want to be left alone from this stubborn emotion....
coming to then leaving me with erosion.....
I seem to always rot....
my time is running out though.....
eternity doesn\'t live within a clock.....
my agony seems to be the only thing time has brought....
but where\'s that optimism....
that I had that was once possible...
but doesn\'t seem to exist...
maybe its dead.....
probably somewhere else...