Rosie904

Dont Remember Myself

I was being me

You called me a-nnoy-in

Now you laughing\' bout a joke I use to tell

Happy of my memory

But its no longer a part of me 

 

And what really gets to me- I don\'t remember who I use to be

Don\'t know who I am no more

Laugh about a joke I made

You Dont know I forgot how I said it

 

Use to come so naturally

But I hid it deep inside of me

Its lost

 

You still remember me

On the low that\'s how you wanted me

But you pushed me, judged me 

And I left it

 

I grew up though, I advanced, became better

I lost my style, just because you lost your temper

 

Now you laughin\' 

Sayin I was cool back then

I changed for you

But I was already accepted

 

You led me to believe my insecurity

I Didnt know you like it

But here I am 

Being polite to not get rejected

 

But what\'s worst is I forgot it

I pretend

Then I lost it

 

Tried but forgot I already made it

Wanted to be better, I was perfect.

 

once a vase broke, it Dont go back

One a heart tore, it Dont heal fast.

Once the gun fire, its a dead man

And I was dead mad

But I was worth it

 

Tried but forgot I already made it

Wanted to be better, I was perfect

I Dont remember who I use to be cuz I changed it.

 

Hid it deep 

I lost it

You Laugh about it

I forgot how I said it

You happy of my memory

Its no longer a part of me

It use to come so naturally

 

And yeah I want back

Wan it back

I was dead mad

I was perfect