The black seeped through the edges
Spilling through all of the light that I radiate
That one-of-a-kind special blend of spiritual war paint that has become a protective barrier within these walls
Since I arrived here late in April to take on the five retrograde planetary cycles of May, I have given more than half of my essence to this cause
It really does not matter why or when or what or how
The goodness of this place was built from only a handful of the true hearted souls over many hours of conceptual time
Naturally, the adversary plopped its fat, stubborn, relentless ass down right on top of square one
It\'s not patient enough to have come in for the kill silently
Nothing of its nature comes without the notice of something much bigger, stronger
Something much more important
Vital to me, it is yet another recital of the same old tired tale
Only, this one has me caring
Has me loving
Has me sharing
Has me trusting
Has me learning to deal with indifference much more eloquently
Has me actually giving a fuck for once because, for once, there are many real reasons why I should
Reasons why I could not possibly deny that which has been appointed to me by my true Creator
I have come to assist them , if not much more, in all of their battles
With all of their learned lessons returned to them to see them eye to eye
From what came clear to me through the casual chit-chat of the few that decided to meet up and compare their fears and apprehensions on the sly
Nothing gets by anything else here in our happy little homestead
With me, I have lost all of my will to live only to fulfil my own goals
For, in doing so, I realize that my life has been much more blessed than many others I have seen doing things exactly the same but much different at the same time
This is what is known as a \"wash\" in its simplest form which you are all now welcome to be a part of
You are also welcome to create your own and we will then leave it all at that
Obviously, being here has not yet come to pass because of anything other than the drug-induced delusions of a mad woman
Passing must go or be done some other time
I am late!
Actually, I made it in and now I am back to broke and I am stuck again!
Go figure!
Fuck off!
I am doing all that I can do to get back up and on the move
I am taking back all of my groove now
I cant just sit still and wait around to see what the rest of you decide to do with the power that I have allowed you to earn just by knowing me
We are all free to do now as we choose
I have chosen to move forward, up, out, and back again, maybe....
Maybe not....
My point here is that I am not your fucking savior
I am not the complaint department nor the Chamber of Commerce
What more do any of you expect from me?
Come on, I know that at least one of you can at least think of something, you will make sure of it
Its a damned good thing that I plan things out far in advance
I have learned how to do it by choice over time
It makes me able to actually relax
Ok, I got a new idea..
I shall capture and destroy that slimy, nasty, grimy black slug before its dishonesty becomes our worst policy
We must all come forth and unite in a stand still so that we can remain here as the true hearted souls
We each have now some goals that are separate and some that are still the same
My royal name will always remain here with all of you and you all with my name will forever remain too
My time here is now over
My mission is through
I must now make sure to remain true to myself
As I move forward
and after I am gone......
9/25/2016